Living a life that Matters

My situation with my ex-wife has been very interesting for me. We had some issues a couple of months ago. Unfortunately is made things messy between us again. I have really had a hard time decided on how to handle things with her this time around. I kind of gotten to a point that I’m tired of her always being on the offense against me. It can be very exhausting.
I know she knows nothing about who am I today. She knows nothing of what Christ has done in my life since our marriage. I would like her to know someday, but I just don’t trust her right now. And my kids have been through too much for this to keep on this way.They need us to be better.
I almost hired a lawyer with her recent actions. I had a consultation and really considered it. I was pretty upset. But then I prayed about it. I talked about it with some people I trust. Honestly, I didn’t feel it was Christ-like. So we decided to put our trust in a counselor for help. I really pushed for a Christian counselor. She then agreed.
I found a good counselor who was well-known in the valley. The sessions were so-so at first. I felt as though everything was against me. But I really kept praying and trusting God about this situation. Believe me, I have been falsely accused before. Its nothing new to me. But there is one thing I needed to work on that I kept praying for:

Patience

If there is one thing I struggle with, it is

Patience

And the one thing I’m learning very quickly is

Patience

I had a session today. I will tell you we are making progress. It’s a very slow process, but its going well. I really feel God has a handle on this. I have grown so much since this has all gone down. It’s been a major learning experience for me. I’m learning to trust God in these tough situations. He has blessed me so much. I want to be more Christ like in my decision-making.